persevere is what i need to do

2005-08-09T19:06:00.000-07:00

fuck fuck fuck fuck..tats all i can say abt wad has happened..feel so fucking stupid man..gosh.

2005-06-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

Go www.funnyheck.com/iwantfatbabe.html !!! its super duper funny.haha but only found out from kenny's blog.so yeah.

Anyway had inter-con yesterday. i was like ultra ultra blur man. firstly i swam in the wrong heat. but all thanks to the guy who didnt come in the previous heat.or else i wouldnt have stepped onto tat board tat early. oh wells. but i must say i was blur enough to do so.bahh then the guy who's in charge of my constituency called me up and asked me why i didnt swim. haha so i had to explain to him, and he said that haiyo why all the officials so unorganised and inefficient.haha but i took the blame too luh.
Secondly, during my next event,when i told myself not to make some stupid mistake again, i went up the board early,like before the second whistle.haha i must have been concentrating too much on my race(which is quite true). But didnt do fantastic timings,27.89 for 50 free and 37.15 for 50 breastroke.damn it la my free i went to look to my left once and tat cost me like half a second or so,if not i would have done a more satisfying time,and also beat the first guy in my heat who was 0.01 sec faster. oh wells i am not gonna bother much abt swimming already luh.no hope already,jus be a social swimmer or sth and hope to get something out in A div(which wouldnt be tat hard). haha
Anyway the meet was kinda screwed up also in a way. the positions of alot of swimmers were wrong. A swimmer who won the race was deemed as disqualified in the results slip when he actually already collected the prize. Alot of ppl got disqualified for some reason or another too,like denver who thought tat maybe he was disqualified for splashing onto himself before the race.haha how odd. but shrugs- maybe he could have done something wrong.

haiz

2005-06-04T04:50:00.000-07:00

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life

No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

2005-05-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

hmm i think my paper 2 isnt tat good. bah will only get like 55/80 the most which sucks. think cannot get an A already. tsk. hope paper 1 can do well. esp my zhuo wen, like 38/50? hahahaha

53hrs

2005-05-27T02:07:00.000-07:00

53hrs to chinese o lvls. i always have this phobia for chinese,tats why every yr do badly when i noe i can do much better. must overcome it this time man. i dun wanna take it in nov again. Good luck to me....

2005-05-04T05:25:00.000-07:00

got back my chinese common test marks. 59/100. very disappointing. felt that i could have done much better(always like that). stupid paper 2 pulled me down like crazy coz i failed it.tian xie han zi 10/10, xu chi 3/5,zhao ju 4.5/15,close passage 3/10,multiple choice compre 2/10 and comprehension 16/30. how bad can that get man. really dunno why i could do so badly for all the non studying compartments. oh wells. 26days more to o lvl chinese..bahhhh i must must must get A1.

but heres the happy part. i got 26/30 for my a maths test on integration!!! top in class somemore. haha feel really great coz i bounced back after a series of very very poor maths results.

and today i was supposed to confirm my choice of events for school nationals. guess what? i put myself up for 200FLY! lol. but seems like it was the right choice coz im most likely not able to make it to the finals if i swim both 50 and 100 free. All the sec3s are uber fast. must train like crazy for fly now man. hahahaha.

coz you and i both

2005-04-29T00:02:00.000-07:00

omg..chinese ct is madd. i didnt noe how to do all 3 zhao ju(9marks), my comprehension is dead. didnt noe how to do like so many of the questions. couldnt find the answers to the questions at all. i think im gonna fail my paper 2. and so much for thinkin that i could get an A after doin my zhuo wen and ying yong wen. listening comprehension was a killer too.but somehow i managed a 14/20. not satisfying but relieved at least. bahh so my day is like spoilt after the ct. no one wanted to go for a movie after that and so im stuck at home. oh wells. guess i shall go dota now!

2005-04-28T00:42:00.000-07:00

had chinese oral for common test on mon. i was so nervous but i think i did rather well. so on tuesday everyone was bugging the chinese teacher for the marks. apparently i got 24/30! haha quite satisfied.
had 2.4 run on tuesday too. i didnt feel like goin all out but i could feel that im less fit now. in the end ran 43 seconds slower than last yr. oh wells. 9.53..kinda sucky.
tmr is chinese common test for paper 1,2&3. oh wells. dunno how im gonna study all the sec3 and 4up words. so many.jus hope i dun die a tragic death. haha. looking forward to the long weekend before a series of tests.

2005-04-25T05:02:00.000-07:00

last friday we had inter-house waterpolo qualifying rounds. It was great. Our house made it to the finals on swimming carnival day on itself. We got a scare when morrison house beat us narrowly but oh wells everyone was tired after the previous match against hullet. I made a couple of mistakes too.haha. but nvm during our decider to the finals against moor,everyone was like damn rejuvenated and we went 5-0 up but then let 4 goals in later. and in the end we finished it 11-7. haha. great match. looking forward to the finals.
today is tuesday and my muscles are still aching from friday.polo really is tiring. had swimming heats today again too. 4x50 medley relay. got 2nd.lost to bayley house. really disappointing man. parker really pull the win for them, coz by the time it was my turn the other guy is already 5m ahead.caught up but lost marginally in the end. oh wells. chinese common test on friday!! sheesh i dunno how im gonna study all the words from sec3 until now. haha so i better get goin now.

2005-04-15T20:49:00.000-07:00

snooker is fun! haha it didnt seem too hard after a few games.thnx to 2 strangers who then became my teachers.lol. saw jesh too at the club. she looked much prettier! haha glad to see her after a yr. oh wells. see my entry in another week's time! lol

2005-03-22T04:27:00.000-08:00

watched robots today with ben and barneyy! it was really funny.much better than i expected it to be.haha and next up would be spongebob tomorrow! and we sure did have alot of fun looking at some thing eh?haha winks- and trng was extremely tiring. SUCKS PLEASE! but guess i haven been training.lol.

rofl

2005-03-17T07:40:00.000-08:00

A visitor to the Vatican needs to relieve himself. Imagine his surprise when in the restroom, he sees the Pope in the toilet masturbating. As this was a sight few people saw, he quickly took a few photos. The Pope recovers his composure and buys the camera for $100,000. As it was a nice camera, the Pope decided to keep it and use it on his travels. One of his entourage sees it and asks how much it cost. "$100,000" says the Pope. "Wow! that guy must have seen you coming!"

well theres always next time!

2005-03-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

haha damn i should have been at least 105 bucks richer! and tats by doin some science question.haha.my tuition rocks.smart alecs earn lots there coz like every lesson u can win some cash.theres like jackpot,getting back half month tuition fee,one month tuition fee.and i ponned my swimming event today.haha.reason being that i would get thrashed coz im competiting with jc1&2 students.but i guess swimming means nothing to me now. i wan to do well but yet its so hard, im too lazy to train and i dun have much time to train coz of other activities. This then leads me to think what im gonna do in jc..hmmm..shrugs-

i must i must!

2005-03-10T06:27:00.000-08:00

oh yeah tmr i track and field finals! im gonna run the relay.but at least this yr we have a good chance of winning a medal instead of getting last.like the past 2 yrs.i wanna end it well since i was too damn lazy to run the individual races.i jus hope i dun get severe muscle aches after tat.haha.

happy

2005-03-07T00:03:00.000-08:00

watched hitch today! haha it was really funny and sweet..everyone should go and watch it man..and i should be happy that i missed the bus today..haha coz if not i wouldnt have got to see her and walk her home. xP

irritating

2005-03-04T05:52:00.000-08:00

i wonder what's wrong with my cd drive..it cant eject at all..i must have pressed the button like a hundred times..lol..waste all my time..oh wells..haha cant help being addicted to my game

lalala

2005-03-03T05:07:00.000-08:00

maths maths maths, why are thou so hard to overcome? haiz somethings wrong but i dunno wad it is,although i noe i can do much better. hmm..anyway today was quite a fun fillled day. went to j8 for lunch before our chem lesson. as usual it was a class outing! haha 9out of9 went. then we had chem practical..haha like 5 ppl broke the test tube in 5 mins..so conincidental eh? then i went to collect my shorts from val, whom should have given to me a yr ago. haha but somehow or rather i didnt have anything much to say..lol..oh wells. trng was good too..did quite a satisfying time. and now i got to study for my physics test!!

lol

2005-02-24T06:46:00.000-08:00

I wanted to become a rose when i died.a sweet-smelling, beautiful, red one.so i told god that i wanted to go through incarnation.but god took me literally .so i'm now a carnation.
damn.

nabeh

2005-02-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

i thought of something really funny to post just now while waiting for the mrt.however i was so deep in thought that the mrt came, doors opened, doors closed, beep beep, and pulled away, without me even noticing it.so now i just can't remember what it was that i wanted to say.i lost my train of thought.

im not gay!

2005-02-21T01:44:00.000-08:00

oOoOohhhz i LuVx PuRpLe! sexyy

o.O

2005-02-21T01:27:00.000-08:00

haha oh yeah..this is my blog..i dunno wad im gonna do with it..lol but heck..